Okay here are seven poems that I did... I don't care if they don't make sense to you they make sense to me and that is all that matters.
(First poem of that day will have the date if more were done on that day they will be after the first one)
Why? 4/30/08
Why do you lie?
Some fools only realize when they have done
stopping to think when it is already too late
Another soul lost in the unforgiving oblivion of your heart
Straining, pushing, sobbing, dying inside
The blood drips as the tear begin to start
Slowly the feeling disappears as the it seems to get darker
The light has become the night
That one little lie you told me shut me off from the world
From everything and just left here to die
Love unrequited
The love that slapped you in the face has come back to you to ruin your fun
Trying to get closer to you only to be pushed back again
The one that would be just for you is now crying
The sound of that love that has been scarred is now dying
All it wanted was a chance to be loved back
It is all lost just because you didn't give it a chance
A love that was unrequited
What?
What do you want?
So what I stopped you from going over the edge
What if it was I who stopped you from making love
It is your own complexity that stops you from those choices
It was just you
So now what do you want?
Complexity
Covering your face as you began to cry
The shame of letting someone see you
Starring at the image in the mirror is now you crying in pain
The shame; the thought; the complexity of it all
It stops the thoughts and the feelings within you
Now wanting someone to be there for you
That is your shameful complexity
Labels. Labelers. The labeled.
She walks by she is called a whore
He walks by and he is called a hottie
Another girl walks by and actually hears the label that she is given.
Loner, lonely, stupid.
Emo, goth, lesbian.
Hearing these things she runs to the bathroom
She looks at herself in the mirror as the tears stream down her face
Crying, slipping away, and the distance is created quickly
Found in the stall is a razor blade, blood, and the girl that had a bright future.
Blood splattered on the floor and the stall walls
The ones that labeled her...
Scream the bloody murder that they committed.
Sleepless nights 5/1/08
Sleepless tossing and turning
The moans in the night wake you
Turning to your side nothing is there
The love that you had once is now gone
Disappeared after one day
The death of your loved one only makes being alone worse
Unconnected
Drifting off away from everything else
Slowly forgetting to remember what is important
Daydreaming constantly driving the sanity over the edge
Lying about the real you
Keeping a fake smile on your face
Hiding all of you lies
Keeping everyone at a distance
Disconnected from the rest
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Buddies...
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Artists that I admire...
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Club(s) I am in...
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Moved accounts Bishes
Not Impressed
Speechless
Hostile
Vengeful
